so i tried jogging around my neighborhood this morning. i couldnt run more than a block with out getting winded…sighh. it was really sad.
i really need to start working out. or i just need summer badminton to starttt
"Life isn’t about how hard you hit, it’s about how hard you can get hit and keep moving forward."
— Rocky Balboa
i’m going to be okay. i know it
you were right. i put too much of my life around you. not just you. but around being in a relationship. i forgot to be your friend. and i forgot how to be me. i realize that now. i’m sorry. i forgot why i was happy when i was with you, and instead clung to our relationship trying to be happy. i had to take a step back to see it. see that it was bringing us down instead of up, like in the beginning. i forgot what made us “jon and shelby” and instead turned it into just a relationship, just “boyfriend and girlfriend”. things change and it’s ok. this is for the better. i need to be able to grow on my own and the both of us should be able to have new experiences. i was tying the both of us down. and now i want to focus on me. i can let go. and i know this sounds kind of lame, but i want to be friends. i know we can be. i want to spend the next few months being friends and be happy again. we had a lot of fun. i want to bring that back, not as a couple, but as friends. i dont want to be awkward and have hate between us. or have my friends not talk to you and vice versa. i really do love you (i know it sounds weird saying this, but i mean it and i know that we had a good run. we just didnt work out as a couple). and i dont regret anything. thanks for a great 6 months. thanks for being my friend. thank you for being there for me
Anonymous asked: did jon break up with you? did you cry? :(
yes and yes
Anonymous asked: why did you guys break up :( you guys were the cutest!
shit happens.
shittttyyy dayyy
never thought i could lose something so quickly
Anonymous asked: did you and Jon break up?
yes
